AISHAH

Don't read

2010-07-30T10:42:00.000-07:00

Since no one is reading my blog, so its the right time to let out my feelings. I think the time has come. I should stop thinking about seducing boys, it's the time for me to study and make things better. I'm having hari anugerah this morning and im kinda excited. haha its just words. the truth is i feel nothing eventhough i miss everyone. yeah i do miss everyone. why? do i look heartless? haha. everything has changed. how i miss my old life. where everyone is still nice. somehow i regret going to tgb but sometimes im grateful because i got the chance to meet the real world, which is more advance. i lost my love because of tgb but it's okay. there's always a silver lining behind every cloud. all that i can do is pray that everything will be fine. but the truth is, i'm hurt, sad and hmnnn. too hard to describe, i guess.

Sem 1

2010-06-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

Result sem 1 boleh tahan teruk laaa, eventhough no c's but........... okay bm aku lowest dlm class, english aku highest kot, agama pun ku highest. what else? addmaths B+ je. damn betol

No air

2010-06-14T09:57:00.001-07:00

I managed to survive. A day without you :)

DAMN

2010-06-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

I cant believe that you're with that nerdy guy. i thought he was joking when he said you're his gf. when he told me you're his gf, i was like whatttt? you gotta be kidding me. i didnt believe him. i told him that i thought you're with someone else (OKAY I DID MENTION HIS NAME). okaaaaay and now you're mad with me because of that? i can't believe that you're with f guy. ohh damn yoou people

Grandmother

2010-06-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

Now she is gone forever

Al-fatihah

Most likely

2010-06-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

I went to the lamest on earth (bak kata cana) today, JJ! haha i met cana and eyesha today. God i missed them like ___________ eventhough i know cana never missed me. haha okay done there. i watched ermmm lagenda budak setan. it was a sad story but cana made it funny -.- besides, the nenek kt atas cried masa the sad part and the atok was like HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA you're crying? okay obviously the atuk was not romantic. makngah said the movie was not interesting at all but for me, it was a sweeeet movie cos i am a romantic person :P okay okay enough

he made me smile and smile and smile. he was a bit busy today but it's okay.

as long as we have each other ♥

You are the only exception

2010-06-07T09:28:00.001-07:00

You are special. So, dont go. Just stay. :)

Homework

2010-06-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

we have known each other for more than 6 months
such a long period eh?
or maybe not
We don't communicate with each other too often.
Maybe we both are too shy
or maybe he is heartless
or maybe he doesn't have the same feeling as me
maybe i am too stupid
or maybe urgh
i just can't imagine my life without him
oh maybe i'll do fine
think positive aishah
maybe he's not the right guy
oookay to much maybe(s) here
i am not going to online until i finish my addmaths assignment

yours truthfully,
Aishah

Lova

2010-06-06T06:48:00.001-07:00

http://www.formspring.me/missaishah

okay i am v excited with this thingy
haven't heard any news from sarawak
hope she is okay
he is not here
idk where the heck is he
i hope he is fine too
i miss you

Sorrow

2010-06-06T01:55:00.000-07:00

i wonder why is my life full of sadness and sorrow. i wonder why is everything has to happen at one time.

get well soon, grandmother.

i haven't get the chance to know you better.

my parents are going back to sarawak tonight and i am staying.

hope everything will be fine.

Amin.

just a note for you

2010-06-05T11:41:00.001-07:00

I wish I had never known you. I was happy before even when you were not there yet. Unlike now, you make me suffer, I know that you didn't mean to have known me. Me too, I wasn't planning on loving you

you found me

2010-06-05T11:33:00.001-07:00

this is just a quick post. finally, i have found the one and he is you! i have found you earlier but i was blind, stupid.
yes, i am still in love with the same person.
i love you, S

Truth to be told

2010-06-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

Hello people, it's school hols so meronggeng sampai habis! :D

being a tgb-ian student is not that bad sbb ktorang ade pakej percutian

every subject ade hw,

best kan?

okay i know its for our good but come on man, orang nak cuti

dah la kau suruh kitorang buat sem project

duhh

nak balik kgv mama tak kasi

sedih kan?

i am still in love with the same person ♥

Aishah

HAHA

2010-05-31T00:18:00.001-07:00

heyho people. im onlining from makmal bitara illegally ngahahahh. ni kire pecah masuk ke? alaaa, wht do i care? lek sudaaaa.

In love, Aishah <3

TAKNAK

2010-05-29T21:19:00.001-07:00

TAKNAK BALIK JASIN TOLONGLAAAAAAAAAAA TAKNAK TAKNAK TAKNAK

2010-05-29T11:18:00.001-07:00

AJ handsome sgt ah hahahaha :D

Unintended

2010-05-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

I'm going back to Malacca and I'll be very busy for a few weeks. Got tons of assignments to be done.

I don't have time to think about others, bye.

2010-05-29T09:59:00.001-07:00

He hates me for real. Congrats :D

Sad

2010-05-29T09:53:00.001-07:00

I wanna stay this way forever, taknak balik melaka.

Syazana

2010-05-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Syazana. You're getting older and older. I love you and I'll always do! Muahhhh! <3 You'll be celebrating your birthday w/o me and syiqah. Be happy oh!

I'm looking at you

2010-05-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

No one is missing me, I see. I'm on the line but there's no sign of he's missing me. He does not buzz me or im me or anything. What have I done? What have his friend told him? Or maybe I wasn't there when he needed me. But it's okay. You'll always remain in my top friends in FB. :) And you're still in the top emm 10 in my heart. I did badly in my final examination, especially in Biology. Every subject to be exact. I don't know why I'm in TGB. I just need my old life back, please? Okay it doesn't mean that I'm old okay. I just miss my zaman muda-muda. Friends in TGB are not that great. But at least I'm grateful that I'm in 416, rather than being in 415. We got 18 classes for our batch. The form 5s got 19 classes. Crapping crapping crapping. I wanted to upload tons of photos but unfortunately, I accidently left my usb cable at ze hostel which means I couldn't upload the latest photo of me which means I brought my pink phone to ze hostel which means Idk what does it mean. hahahaha tons of assignments to be done. Not to forget, the sem project. I'm sure you know how much I hate my life in TGB.

AISHAH.

2010-05-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

Eleh budak tgb ni, setakat tulis dlm blog je, ape bran. meh la ckp dpn2. tau la kau gemuk, fkir aku tkut ke? hahahaha sadis gile, dah la sume bnci kau, dgn ckgu pun bnci kau. cmne nk dpt result gempak? lemak je lebeh. HAHA

I never seen someone with your body

2010-04-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

Heyho people. I'm going home this weekend. yeah just for 2 days only but it's fine with me because I really missed home. Seriously. I'm suffering here. Yeah maybe I just need my old life back. I missed KGV, too much. I got a lot of homework to do. The final semester exam is just around the corner. 2 more weeks then I'll be a dead meat. The upss 1 results were urmmmm suck? I couldn't managed to get straight A's. I know, my mum would be sad. I AM SORRY MAMA. I didn't mean to get bad result. I've tried my best ma. I promise ma, I will never let you down again.

All the way from heart,

Aishah

Heyhey

2010-04-07T18:15:00.000-07:00

Yada yada hey hello people what's up? I have to redo my ulbs, yeah congrats Aishah. But at least I got more than 25 over 30 okay? I have to redo in order to get better marks. Okay enough said. Last night, the warden did a spotcheck on us, curse you pencuri! Because of you, a lot of students suffered! Hey, pasal kau, banyak handphone kene rampas? Tau tak pasal kau charger aku kene campak drp tingkat atas? Kau tak pakai otak ke? Orang dah siap bacakan Yaasin untuk kau, buat solat hajat jemaah lagi, tu pun kau taknak mengaku? Ape jenis perempuan kau ni? taktau malu. Nanti kawen aku taktau la kau curik laki orang ke tak. Heish! Geram gile. Words are not enough. Kalau aku dpt tau sape pencuri tu, aku rejam dengan batu lembing sume sume dengan taik laaaaaaaaaa! Sabar sabar.

I missed KGV, seriously. People here are soooo I don't know. They're not as sporting as kgv students do. Cultural shock to be exact. KGV, do you guys missed me as I do? Class 416 of 2010 is going to present our drama today at the sem foyer. KGV students are invited :P

I'll update more later okay, bye love.

Aishah.

2010-03-28T22:58:00.001-07:00

I had stage fright just now. I think I have to redo my ULBS. :( Still waiting the answer from miss zie.

Yours truthfully, AISHAH

HAHAAAAA

2010-03-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

Hi hi it's me again, updating my blog from my college :P hahaha. I cried last night and this morning because I missed home badly, seriously. I'll be doing my ULBS today, heish I'm totally freakin out right now, geeez. HEHEEEEEEE ____ is cute ohh, not really cute but he's caring and sweet. Farah is sitting beside me (she said she's looking hot), and Maya is looking cute, katanya HAHAHAHA :P My English teacher asked us to do a debate mende2 tah I dont care, at all :D My mum is coming this weekend, and I am HAPPY :) I really want to go back, please?

Love, Aishah.

hello! this is farah! haha. nice to meet you. hhheee. :D

Love

2010-03-24T18:16:00.000-07:00

Seriously I can't wait to go back. Oh yeah, I'm online-ing LIVE from TGB. :P

Right now I'm sitting beside Farah and Maya in PSI. We're having our kelas usahawanan now.The teacher is not here sooooooooooo here I am. Updating my blog. I missed KGV so much and I really do.

Oh I can't see Idin. Where is he? Oh yeah he's an ex-georgian too.

Love, Aishah

Bitch

2010-03-16T13:34:00.001-07:00

I am a bitch and everyone knows that right?

:)

2010-03-16T13:31:00.000-07:00

Okay let me tell you the truth about me. I am not a nice person, yeah I am sweet to everyone. Do not trust my words, because I am a bad person. Do not fall for me even though you might think that I'm falling for you or something something, but the truth is I can't decide which is right and which is wrong. You know what I mean? What I meant was I'm still a kid, okay not a kid but urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate myself for doing this.

OKAY

2010-03-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

I've made the biggest mistake in my life. seriously. Damn!

Turururuuuu

2010-03-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

There is no other way to let out my inner feelings besides sitting in front of my lappy and update my blog. I guess it's the only way. I'm missing someone who I'm not supposed to. I mean he's not the only guy who exists in this cruel world. Aishah, he's not the only one. You must move on. I don't think he's in love with you Aishah. I don't think he's feeling the same way as you do. Okay this is soooo not good. I'm talking to my evil side. Dingding. I'm getting crazy.

Confused,

Aishah

Addiction

2010-03-16T08:26:00.000-07:00

(The photo was taken right after I reached home)

I had dinner with my family at Satay Station in Setiawangsa. The food was good, okay I'm full right now. :) Oh yeah I didn't bring my usb cable so no photo for today.

I'm missing someone right now, I guess you know who. To the person who I missed right now, I hope you're missing me too.

I haven't finish my homework -.- ahhh it's all because of you. baby, why are you so addictive?

All the way from heart,

Aishah

:(

2010-03-16T01:57:00.001-07:00

Tau lah dah ada kawan baru, lupalah kat aku.

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes

2010-03-15T10:38:00.001-07:00

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

Yeah

2010-03-15T09:33:00.001-07:00

Hey!

2010-03-15T09:15:00.000-07:00

This is for you

No one reads my blog so yeah this is for you. I made it just for you.

Hmn

2010-03-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

I know I've been such a bad friend. I'm truly sorry. I don't bring my handphone a.k.a. my reminder etc etc to Malacca. Happy Birthday to Amirul Naim and my beloved junior, Ida Sofia. I'm truly sorry for not wishing you guys earlier. I'm truly sorry. I know, sometimes sorry means nothing but I'm really sorry.

All the way from heart,

Aishah

:)

2010-03-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

Nak pakai baju kurung putih boleh?

Love

2010-03-14T10:38:00.000-07:00

You know what? I think he's sweet. Awww. ♥

I do believe in fairies, I do, I do

2010-03-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

I've done my part. How bout you? I'm a good girl now, I'm nice to people now and I can cope with the environment. Homesick for 2 days only and that was a great success. Congrats Aishah. The exam is on 19th April and I'm preparing myself for it. I'm going to get straight A+. Ouch, that's too much. I think straight A's is enough for beginners. I've got a lot of things to do this whole week. Er no holidays for me, hmnn yay. -.- I've got tons of assignments, and not to forget, I have to write a script for this upcoming English amondo tah. Okay, enough. I'm going to write a script base on Ricky Martin's life. Who is he? Google for him. I'm too lazy to tell you who is he. Peejowl said he's a gay but I don't think so :P MJSC TGB is getting better day by day. Oh yeah I hate two girls in my class. They are so annoying. I just don't understand, why are they so proud of their bad attitude? Kalau aku jadi kau, aku takde de nak bgtau orang yang aku tiru time trial PMR sengal! I can't wait to see my friends. Unfortunately, I'm in KL right now, awww I miss Seremban badly. :/

TAMAU!

2010-02-27T20:39:00.000-08:00

Hari ini berjalan seperti hari hari biasa, waktu tidak pernah akan menunggu kita meskipun kita menangis air mata darah. Wahai angin, bawakan lah rindu ku ini ke KGV. Sesungguhnya hati ini amat merindui KGV. :(

Dah cukup, aku taknak balik maktab boleh? Maktab tu dah la buruk busuk tak comel macam Aishah. Faham? Ni sume salah siapa ni, siapa yang nak pergi sangat? Ok fine, aku yang nak pergi. Kalau lah aku tak bayar lagi sume benda, memang dah lama aku balik KGV balik. Dah naik menyampah nak pergi TGB ni.

Dah ketandusan idea untuk dicurahkan, goodbye lover(s). BYE!

Hold your breath

2010-02-27T08:41:00.001-08:00

A boy like you is impossible to find. Please wait for me until I come back. Thank you.

A.S.

2010-02-27T08:36:00.000-08:00

Dah la kau macam bengong, MP3 ni pulak asal boleh sume nak lagu sedih2. weh bangang sume bende nak buat aku nangis. dah la nak balik melaka lagi, aku taknak balik melaka la!! Nak duduk Seremban sampai tua la! Melaka tu tak se-cool Seremban. I love SEREMBAN! I love ORANG SEREMBAN!

All the way from heart,

Aishah

It's about time

2010-02-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

I may not as pretty as her

I may not as lovely as her

I may not as smart as her

I may not as skinny as her

I may not as intelligent as her

I may not tall as her

I may not clever as her

I may not as rich as her

I may not as perfect as her

But I want you to know how much I love you, more than she loves you. Perhaps more than you love her.

All the way from heart,

Aishah

Hello Seremban

2010-02-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone.

Akhirnyaa aku sampai jugak seremban ni

I miss seremban badly

Tun Ghafar Baba is not that bad actually

eventhough keadaan dia daif gile

but i have to accept the fact

yang aku kene stay situ for 2 years

wahhhhh

Just for you

2010-02-13T10:14:00.001-08:00

I am a defiance to my own truth,
I am a flame,
oh how I burn for you.
I am a cascade of water,
falling into your stream.
all around you,
all for you.
I am the ground you walk on,
what holds your structure.
I am your sun,
your brightest star.
I am the miles placed between us,
I'll be with you wherever you are.

I am the hope that ties you together,
laced with good intentions yet also angst.

I am everything within you,
I am everything for you.
and no,
I will not subside myself into the arms of another.

One day

2010-02-13T10:12:00.000-08:00

I want you to tell me that you love me.

I want you to tell me that you need me.

I want you to tell me that you can't

stand to be away from me.

I want to know that you will fight for me.

I want to know that I can trust you.

I want to know that I can trust myself.

I want to know that you will run with me in the rain.

I want to know that you will run with me in the snow.

I want you to know that I don't believe in love.

I want you to know that I want to need you.

I want you to know that I love being with you.

I want you to know that I can fight my own battles.

I want you to know that I can't trust anyone.

I want you to know that I really don't trust myself.

I want you to know that I would run with you anywhere.

I must say

2010-02-13T09:58:00.001-08:00

Boys are heartless, I must say

Happy Love

2010-02-13T09:56:00.001-08:00

I know we shouldn't celebrate Valentine's Day. But I just need someone who cares about me, who loves me. *sigh*

Today was a fairytale

2010-02-13T02:23:00.000-08:00

I just came back from Terminal 1 with my neighbour, Sri. I bought some white 'tudung'. HAHA. He said it's kinda funny cos I came to Terminal 1 just to buy tudung. Hiho. So we jumped around like no one was seeing us. OKAY fine. We did not do that cos my neighbour is kinda bajet. haha I'm sorry for kutuk-ing about you in my blog. HIHIHI. I met he, he and he at the 'mall'. So there were 3 hes. Okay merepek. I met Syed Zairani, Ipei and Amal (Nobita).

We came back at 3 something. Sri was supposed to follow her mum going back to Jelebu but she refused. She wanted to stay here with me. Awww, how sweet is that. (Actually, saya perasan sendiri je. She has her own reason). And now, we both are lepak-ing at her house, online-ing using our own celcom broadband which is sangat lembab and it makes me wanna kill G. -.-" Tak berkaitan langsung dengan G pun. HAHA.

Yesterday was my last day in KGV. We had a farewell party. Not really a party but we had cake! Thanks Syiqa for the nice cake :)

Syiqa, eventhough we're going to different MRSM, you'll always be in my heart. I won't change. I will always be the Gajah who loves a human named Rasyiqah Zulkifli <3 Not to forget, Semut, Nina, Nad, Tiang and Siput. Friends forever aite? :)

Qurai gave me an alarm clock and a small notebook, Khilda and Farahin gave me a cute little teddy bear, Ida Sofia gave me a pair of cute slipers and Tiang gave me a new bantal busuk. Thanks guys.

I'm done here. Goodbye lover(s).

(Tahniah Aishah kerana merajinkan tangan anda yang gemuk untuk menulis post panjang sikit)

KGV.

2010-02-12T04:11:00.000-08:00

Hari ini merupakan hari terakhir aku sebagai pelajar Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan King George V.

Lagi 5 hari, aku akan menjadi salah seorang pelajar MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba.

Hmn. Terlalu banyak kenangan pahit dan manis di KGV yang tidak mungkin aku lupakan.

Air mata yang tidak berhenti mengalir ini menunjukkan betapa aku sayang KGV.

Selamat tinggal KGV.

I remember

2010-02-10T06:00:00.001-08:00

Hey ho. I tak kisah you cakap apa Agilan, I tetap comel. teheheeee XD

Today macam best jugak la kt sekolah. I was being hyperactive kot. Waktu lunch I jadi macam orang gila buat concert free, bak kata Syukri Nerd, "concert murahan". Hahaha, at least I tak nerd as you. I panjat pokok buluh kot in front of my class tu, then dance dengan penyapu. Yeah, best gila! Tudung harini pun best jugak, macam Acik acik. Tapi Acik ni cool, boleh speaking London. Hebat kan? Cikgu Kucai sibuk tunjuk muscle dia, eh I ada banyak lemak tau. Tak show off pun! HAHAHAHA. Ye I tau, I ada lagi 2 hari. KGV akan tetap di hati I.

Macha macha yang duduk belakang, I takkan lupa kat korang. teheheee xD

Eh it's already 10. I wanna spend my time chatting with Anas.

Toodles.

(gedik nyaaah~ hahaha)

We got Issues!

2010-02-10T05:23:00.001-08:00

Saya masih pegang janji itu. Masih. Dan saya tidak akan lupa janji saya itu.

Gajaaaah Hearts G

2010-02-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

I knew you were staring at me. Oh I just can't get enough. Hihihi It feels so good, it must be love.

I knew it was you

2010-02-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

I read N's blog just now. I saw someone's pic. DINGDONG. I knew it was him that I saw last month! It was on Wednesday, I was eating with Mummy and Daddy at A&W. Then I saw a guy with cool haircut (eh?), he smiled at me. I thought I was dreaming, you know, a good looking guy is smiling at you then bla3. HAHAHA. Kay now I've found him. I think he's in love with someone else, so next time la. heish. asyik melepas je, sadis! -.-

Love

2010-02-07T22:43:00.000-08:00

A : I think I am invisible. He doesn't even know that I'm exist.
B : Dance naked in front of his house. He'd remember you until the end of his life.

To Ummi Nadiera, I'm sorry that I didn't wish you earlier. I was too busy with so many things :/ Happy sweet sixteen :)

I can't see the difference between good and bad people anymore. Everyone seems to be the same. You know what I meant. This world is going mad and so do I. I'm going to kill those bad people who makes the newspaper becomes thicker and thicker. YOU'RE WASTING PAPERS AND OUR MONEY! haih.

Maybe.

2010-02-05T18:28:00.000-08:00

Dey my blog belum siap lagi lah. :/

11 more days to go......

I remember...The way you glanced at me, yes I remember

I remember...When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember

I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I

I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember..?

When we were dancing in the rain in that december

And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar

I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I

I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

I remember.. The way you read your books,

yes I remember

The way you tied your shoes,

yes I remember

The cake you loved the most,

yes I remember

The way you drank you coffee,

I remember

The way you glanced at me, yes I remember

When we caught a shooting star,

yes I remember

When we were dancing in the rain in that december

And the way you smile at me,

yes I remember

Sad love story yeah

2010-02-05T05:27:00.000-08:00

They keep on forcing me to stay but I still have to go.

No matter what, KGV will be always be num 1 in my heart. Always.

Georgians,

Leaving you doesn't mean that I hate you.

I'm just going for good.

Keep in touch and always remember me.

Love,

Aishah.

Hi

2010-01-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

I've been very busy with homeworks homeworks homeworks.

The ____________ is coming out.

Let's pray for the best

Goodbye

ps : Duhh, could you please gimme some space?